March 31, 2010

New Stage of Life!

So the last three months have been really hard for me. I have been walking closer to God then I have ever been but God chose to keep me out of the loop on what was exactly going to happen when I graduate in May. I went from planning on going to Seminary to putting seminary on hold and start working. This was a tough decision for me to let the Lord take control of but I knew I had to. I applied to several jobs but only interviewed with one. It was with the church in GA for their youth internship. I got a call today to come down and meet with the youth committee. I am really excited about where this opportunity could lead. Over the last few days God has brought me back to the same passage of scripture and it funny how he has done this. The scripture is Isaiah 40: 27-31. It really has a strong message.

Why do you say, O Jacob,
and speak, O Israel,
"My way is hidden from the LORD,
and my right is disregarded by my God"?
Have you not known? Have you not heard?The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He does not faint or grow weary;
his understanding is unsearchable.
He gives power to the faint,
and to him who has no might he increases strength.
Even youths shall faint and be weary,
and young men shall fall exhausted;
but they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings like eagles;
they shall run and not be weary;
they shall walk and not faint.

March 23, 2010

My Hope!

Ok so I have not written hardly anything about the fact that I am interviewing for an intern youth ministry position in Georgia. Well that is on Thursday and I am really excited. This would be my first full-time job ever. But it is funny how God used this situation to stop me dead in my tracks. I was seeking the advice of several ministers for some pointers on the interviewing process. My aunt asked if I wanted to talk to her pastor. I said I would love the opportunity. He could not meet up with me because he just found out that he has cancer. Now that in of itself would have stopped me in my tracks but that is not what did. Her pastor in the midst of his own storm took the time to send me words of encouragement and advice.

I hope that one day I am as strong as he is in his storm when God send them my way, that I am not sitting there in my own self-pity and miss a golden opportunity to make an impact on someone's life.

After thinking about this situation for several days I am finally able to write something to how it has affected me but I do it with reservation because it is a gut check for me from God. But then I found the verse James 1:2-4 and it gave me confidence that it will all work out for HIS glory in the end.

Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.

James 1:2-4

March 17, 2010

Shut up or put UP!

So I have had an internal struggle over the past few months. I keep hearing and talking about change. I am tired of talking and now need to be bold to step up and take action. This finally smacked me in the face during my week in Fargo, ND. I have decided to shut up until I have something positive or productive to say and can back it up with some action.

March 10, 2010

Yesterday I was so tired that I did not write a post SORRY! Today was different because we switched up our schedule. In the morning we went and filled sand bags and then went to hangout on campuses in the evening. You would not think that this would really be a big change but it was. We got to really hangout with the Fargo Fire Department guys that have been pulled from their regular duties of fighting fires and have been filling sand bags. Today I hung out with Paul. This guy was a huge dude. He said that he could lift like 330 lbs. Holy crap that is more then I weigh. But Paul is an awesome guy he has two little girls who are under the age of 3 and he has a boy on the way. I found out that he is not only a very strong man but also a strong Christian. I had the opportunity to encourage him in what he was doing. This really meant a lot to me. Today made such an impact on me that a I am going to go back tomorrow and spend all day with the FFD boys. Yea there are 4 of us going to spend from 10:30 am to 5:30 pm filling sand bags. Some would say we are crazy and I say yea I am cause who in there right mind would go to Fargo in the first place for SPRING BREAK! But here is a verse that we looked at tonight in our nightly devotion that really stuck with me.


Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.
1John 3:18

This verse just spoke to me because how can I show Paul that love that God has placed on and in me then by standing shoulder to shoulder with him to help him protect his family and city by filling sand bags. Just think about that and how you can do something for someone in your life because my life has to change when I get back or I am denying God and that is not what I want to do.

March 9, 2010

Sand! Sand! Sand!

Okay day two in Fargo was life changing, and attitude altering. Today was one of the coolest things I have ever done. This evening we had the opportunity to go and partner in with the people of Fargo and fill sand bag. This may not seem like fun at all, and to tell you the truth it was not fun just filling the bags. Good thing that was not all that we did. They way this is setup is there is a machine that drops a certain amount of sand down a tube and you have to hold a bag up there and catch it. Then you pass it off to someone who ties the bag off. Next they stack the bags on a pallet for storage. O did I mention that the sand is coming down the tube every 7 second, pretty fast paced. So for every tube there are about 6 to 8 workers. That means there are many opportunities for us to live out part of Sojourn Fargo's plan of ministry of strategic living. I was at a table with 6 guys who all worked for the city plowing the streets and doing other maintenance to the roads. I was stationed there for 3 hours with out moving my feet once. They wanted me to help be apart of the team that caught the sand and handed it off to be tied by someone else. I met this one guy and I really got to know him. He told me all about his family. He has two boys and he is very proud of them. One is playing Babe Ruth baseball and the other one is wrestling. The wrestling is only in the first grade. This guy says that his boy is just like him at that age. Through all of our talking he told me that his boys go to after school care at the local YMCA. This was my perfect in to start sharing with him what I was really there for and that was to help Sojourn Fargo get up and running. Why you may ask? Simple, John one of the pastors of Sojourn is the director of the YMCA after school care. Just so happened that about five min. later John showed up and came over to my station and started to help us. It was really awesome. Then I the all of the guys really started to open up and we had some really good conversations about what was Kentucky really like. I was really blessed to have been able to be at the station I was at. I truly believe that God places people in places at a certain time. And there are no accidental meetings.

March 8, 2010

I Totally Missed That One!

Today was my first day in Fargo, ND. To my surprise it is not as cold as I was told. Thank the Lord for that one! This morning we had the opportunity to worship with the church that is hosting our group. This was a reality check for me because it was the largest Southern Baptist Church in Fargo. This church had a loving and very welcoming congregation of roughly 50. This was very sobering to me because back home I attend a church that has roughly 1200 to 1400 on a Sunday morning. Not only was it small but it is one of about 3 SB churches here. Now this services was awesome it was not the big production that we as Southern Baptist have come to expect from our medium and large churches. I was so humbly reminded that it is not about what is involved in the service but are we there and present to focus on our attention on Glorifying God. A member of the congregation did a welcome and read this passage to focus our hearts and mind on the service and it spoke such truth into my heart.

Shout for joy in the LORD, O you righteous!
Praise befits the upright.

Give thanks to the LORD with the lyre;
make melody to him with the harp of ten strings!

Sing to him a new song; play skillfully on the strings, with loud shouts.

Psalm 33:1-3

After church we ate lunch like good SB. Then we did some orientation for the week with one of the sojourners that is heading up Sojourn Fargo (a church plant with a twist). His name is John Fisher and he is an alum of WKU along with the other sojourner Jeremy Robinson who is also an alum of WKU. Jeremy holds a special place in my hart because he was my bible study leader at WKU for my first two years. These guys have an amazing vision of how to reach Fargo for Christ. It is by no means a quick fix but a very relational approach to ministry. They both are bi-vocational pastors. They believe that this is necessary because they understand that financial support given to them may not always be there so is how they approach it so they can continue to be there when the money may not be. Also this style of living gives them the opportunity to take part in what they call "intentional living". This is where they live normal lives but are seeking opportunities to share the gospel with those they make connections. Who do you have the closet connection to on a daily basis? Your coworkers. On top of that they both are married and John has a little girl that is one years old. On a lighter note John's little hates boys and so during the worship service this morning she gave me and one of the other guys the stink eye all during service.

Another interesting aspect of their ministry is that they have not immediately sought to find a building and start their own church. They have decided to build relationships with people and then over time encourage people to either come partner with them in starting a fellowship with them or to partner in with one of the established churches in Fargo. This is huge because there are not many people who are actively living to seek God's purpose for their lives. They have run into many people who went to church and were confirmed at a young age and then have wondered off on their own path and may frequent a church from time to time but not living out what they claim to be. They say they are "religious" but do not have a personal relationship with our creator. This saddens my heart to think that I have gone overseas to share the gospel with those who are "lost" and I have missed my own fellow countrymen. I have understand the need for international missions but I had never fully understood how important it was for "home" missions.

This week we have a very special opportunity to help these guys out. There are three campuses that are in Fargo-Moorhead area that crosses over the two states of North Dakota and Minnesota. We are breaking up and going and surveying these three campuses to help them figure out where are the hot spots on campus and how can they get involved on campus. This task may seem very easy to me but I understand that as a college student I should be able to walk on a campus and find out these things. For someone who is not a college student then it could be difficult to make these connections. Then two nights out of the week we are going to the Fargo Dome to make sand bags. This city floods almost annually. Last year the river crested at 41 ft. That is almost double what is considered flood stage and almost 10 feet above what their natural level system can handle. So we are going to help them try to get started on having one million sandbags in reserve before the snow really starts to melt.

This is a recap of day one in Fargo. Please pray for us as we make our way out on the campuses that we make connections and find ways for Sojourn Fargo to make impacts on them. Also that we keep up our spirits because there are 20 members on this trip and one shower for all of us to share. It might get a little tense around here.


Here is a scripture that we as a group pondered over this evening in our devo time as a group:

That which was from the beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we looked upon and have touched with our hands, concerning the word of life— the life was made manifest, and we have seen it, and testify to it and proclaim to you the eternal life, which was with the Father and was made manifest to us— that which we have seen and heard we proclaim also to you, so that you too may have fellowship with us; and indeed our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ. 4And we are writing these things so that our joy may be complete.

1 John 1:1-4